The
God-Seeker, 1949
(pagination from the Manor Books edition)
"His father
sat at the table with
the enormous Bible open before him, waiting fiercely till the
family should be sitting in proper rigidity. He read then from
the Second Book of Samuel, as though he were the High Sheriff
challenging pestilent rebels
Uriel smacked his lips.
Aaron reflected that his father did indeed sound like a man
of war, a bear in the fields, as he prayed
Aaron was
uncomfortable and a little afraid. This, he thought, is how
God might pray to his God." Chapter 1, pp. 5-6.
"Reverand Lucius Fairlow
[was] a mild-spoken
young-old man with mild chestnut hair and a mild chestnut mustache
and a conservative theology which stuck mildly to the pleasant
certainties of God's anger and eternal hellfire." Chapter
2, p. 9.
"Aaron had learned
from Mr. Fairlow's
two-hour sermons on 'The Jealousy of an Angry Jehovah Who Hath
Weighed Sinners in the Balance and Found Them Wanting,'
that God was a torturer who punished small boys for sins they
might commit later." Chapter 3, p. 15.
"The Popplewoods
believed that good
sense from a child was not necessarily contemptible beside foolishness
from a grown-up." Chapter 3, p.15.
"'Life ain't fn. When you think that most
of us are doomed by divine grace to roast in hell, to say nothing
of mortgages and hail and bad crops and extravagent womenfolks,
'tain't any laughing matter!'" (Uriel) Chapter 3, p. 17.
"It might be the doing of Satan, in whom
Aaron anxiously believed with all of his being except, perhaps,
his mind." Chapter 4, p. 24.
"He told himself that he had been misled
But it was of no use. That particular sort of coward
and evader he was not, and he lay abed facing all his sins,
all his slacknesses, and the merited punishment by a just and
angry God." Chatper 5, p. 32.
"Deacon Uriel Gadd was a man of integrity,
granite-rough and lichen-coated. The punishment in his rheumatism,
clearly sent of God, and the defection of his son Elijah, had
weakened him only in making him somewhat less contemptuous of
his sentimental son Aaron. All other persons he divided into
fools, scoundrels and the blessedly elect, with only himself
indisputably in the last class." Chapter 6, p. 33.
"'The Lord ain't deef! Son, I want you to
good and plenty meditate and realize that it's only in the secret
recesses of the soul that the battle is waged, and not in no
hell-hollerin' hullabaloo!'" (Uriel) Chapter 6, p. 34.
"Hours then of blasphemy and fury and debate,
all in the theological terms that seem shocking to the literate
citizens today, who believe in God but just don't care to mention
him or any of the other lowly friends they knew before they
went to Yale." Chapter 6, p. 36.
"Everything seemed confused and contradictory,
and he longed for one clear command from a divine martinet."
Chapter 7, p. 38.
"Upright citizens trying to strike a balance
between a look of salvation and a look of bank-credit."
Chapter 7, p. 38.
"He read the Bible for hours that
is, his eyesight passed faithfully from word to word, even if
his brain didn't
His most precious indulgence was permitting
himself (though he was not quite certain that he might not get
into trouble with heaven for it) to skip the begats and the
cubits, and revel in the tales of Job and Ruth and Abraham."
Chapter 12, pp. 7172.
"Quiet, controlled, suspended, Aaron waited
for the visions. And they did creep slowly across the lighted
ground-glass field of his mind, but they were singularl unspiritual
He saw the new auger that his boss had bought, and wished
he had one
He saw Nadine's way of drinking cider, with
small tentative screams, and felt warm and happy about seeing
her, and to chase her out of his vision." Chapter 12, pp.
7273.
"Maybe he was not a good-enough Christian
to get the proper zest out of mortifying his indolent flesh."
Chapter 15, p. 92.
"As they steamed on to Prairie du Chien,
Noah quivered with a crusade. He was certain that they could
not get in by Saturday evening, that they would be steaming
on Sunday, and he planned to summon a mass meeting of the passengers
and explain how much viler was Sabbath-breaking than incest
or murder." Chapter 16, p. 93.
"His meditations
drove Aaron to demand
of himself what
he veritably believed. What was his vision
of God? Had he truly been seeking him, had he found him?"
Chapter 16, p. 94.
"'Now we got a lawyer, we got civilization,
which I understand to mean that a man has a chance to get rich
without working.'" (Man in St. Paul, 1848) Chapter 17,
pp. 104105.
"The more the Dakota have to do with the
white, the worse. The whites give him whiskey to get his furs
and bimeby he don't want to trap so many furst but he want plenty
more whiskey. The white traders take his girl, and all he get
in swap is a disease. They take his land, and all he get is
a leetle annuity so he don't do any work and starve slow. The
Indian gets white man's gun an he is drunk and kill his own
brother and they call him sinful. That's what he get from the
white man fine kettle, fine gun, fine blanket, the big
pox, the small pox and religion.'" (Voyager in Minnesota)
Chapter 20, pp. 128129.
"'Brother Hopkins, do you suppose the whites,
with their whiskey, are responsible for a degeneration of the
Indians? Does the religion we bring make up for the evil we
bring?'" (Aaron) Chapter 20, p. 130.
"'My gracious sakes alive! So many of you
young tenderfoot missionaries go and bother your heads about
that question
There are ungoldy white folks out here
that sell licker, but the Injuns don't have to take it and swim
in it, do they? No, no! They won't listen to the missionaries,
and see that they only have to start plowing and put on pantaloons
and accept the Gospel.'" (Hopkins, in response to Aaron)
Chapter 20, p. 130.
"There were a few small structures: a frame
chapel with a tiny steeple; two frame houses, one notably the
larger; a house of whitewashed logs; a corncrib and two log
buildings which might have been stables, workshops or warehouses:
altogether, seven primitive shelters, huddled beside the union
of the waters, stray commas on the unwritten pages of the wilderness."
Chapter 2, p. 132.
"This was a place of industry and strict
duty, a place in whch to get through life carefully, without
offending God." Chapter 21, p. 133.
"Anna and Jake, with Huldah, taught spinning,
weaving, dressmaking, cooking to the Indian girls, farming and
washing the face to the boys
except that mostly the adult
Indians did not wish their children to learn these arts from
the emissaries of what they astonishingly considered an alien,
false and hostile God." Chapter 21, p. 135.
"But as they talked around the fire in the
sitting-room, he was embarrassed by the nakedness of their piety."
Chapter 22, p. 146.
"When he gets uppity about his supposed learning,
I just take it on myself to remind him that God and his angels
know almost as much as college professors!" Chatper 23,
p. 152.
"He prayed, 'Lord God, let us be the kind
of Christians that you would be if you were a Christian.'"
Chapter 24, p. 156.
"I've got to learn all the words
and
learn to taste them without getting drunk on them." Chapter
28, p. 185.
"Aaron began to learn the Dakota language.
Isaac, like a newly ordained Doctor of Philosophy, after years
of being nagged into learning, rejoiced to be invited to stand
up and look important and teach. He was astonished by his own
erudition and by the fact that his class of one did not walk
out
Aaron and he did not labor over syntax. They clove
to the theory that 'Me want bed and cow-meat' will get a traveler
all he needs in any language." Chapter 31, p. 206.
"He fretted that he did not know anything.
He sighed, 'I have sought the Kingdom of God a little, the Squire
has sought it terribly, but we haven't even a map, and after
what I saw this afternoon, I know the Sioux are as barbarous
as we are. Is it possible that nobody has ever known
that there never has been a completely civilized man, and won't
be for another thousand years?'" (Aaron) Chapter 33, p.
220.
"Indians, of course, have no 'theology,'
and indeed no word for the system of credulity in which the
white priests arrange for God, who must be entirely bewildered
by it, a series of excuses for his faulures." Chapter 41,
p. 267.
"'We should adopt Jesus boldy, and send missionaries
to explain him to the whites, except that no Indian except one
very old and sick and never much good in warfare would be pompous
enough to tell alien peoples what he thinks they should believe.'"
(Black Wolf) Chapter 41, p. 272.
"He had unhappily noticed at the mission
that when he had most hotly prayed, it had been a way of escaping
a decision, of frivolously passing the lot to God." Chapter
50, p. 332.
"'I've sat at the preachers' feet and listened
to them, faithfully, and tried to make myself become what they
said I ought to be. I'm through! I do my own thinking now and
my own bossing.'" (Aaron) Chapter 51, p. 346.
"But it did seem sounder to build houses
which he could build than to teach children a gospel which he
did not altogether understand in a Sioux language which he could
not quite speak. He reflected, 'If I could put over some kind
of equality for Mark Shadrock and Black Wolf, that would be
enough heavenly progress for me.'" (Aaron) Chaper 53, p.
354.
"I don't believe in fear of divine
vengeance, and I do believe in justice and equality
'"
(Aaron) Chapter 57, p. 379.
"'An ugly woodshed that's there, right
on the ground, is handsomer to me than a ten-story temple that
isn't there.'" (Aaron) Chapter 57, p. 379.
"I have faith in Faith, I have reverence
for all true Reverence.'" (Reverand Rip Tattam) Chapter
59, p. 391.
'"All associations make me feel crowded
I fear organization and authority. I can love your unions while
they're persecuted, but I shall fear them when they take possession
of all virtue.'" (Reverand Rip Tattum) Chapter 60, pp.
397398.